Wayne Dyer was such a popular teacher. He was a legend. But his teachings always felt a step behind me. I kept wanting him to make that one last step toward The Truth. This week I discovered that he had, indeed made that step, and I’d been unaware.
The Truth was something my father seemed to think he had and no one else did. I’m afraid I followed in his footsteps a bit, although I wasn’t quite as sure. I did not really 100% dare to believe what I had found was The Truth. Too many churches and authorities considered it blasphemy, as did the ones who wanted to stone Jesus.
When I was 23 years old and living in Atlanta, I met a young man. He was a bartender at the Pharr Library. We became friends. His mother was a psychic. Not just any psychic, one that the local police departments called on when they needed. Remember now, this was 1978. These subjects were not as widespread, popular and acceptable as they are now. His mother had given him a book, “Three Magic Words,” by U.S. Andersen. (The book is here, along with some beautiful music: https://youtu.be/G3CWkOC3Dqs) Along with the book, she had given him an audiocassette and told him to record the meditations at the end of each chapter. We listened to it nightly before falling asleep. Amazing things began to happen, not the least of which was my mind opened. It wasn’t long before I recorded the meditations in my own voice on my own tape. Last year I recorded myself reading these meditations on YouTube. https://youtu.be/2UXWOcTU8So
I won’t go into the amazing things that happened today, I’ll save those for later. But along the way, in most serendipitous ways, I found another book and author named Neville. He was a mystic who toured and spoke in California in the 40’s and 50’s. The essence found in his books and Three Magic Words were the ones I had hoped Wayne Dyer would confirm. I knew he was a spiritual seeker. I knew he had dedicated his life to seeking and sharing. If somehow he could take that next step, I felt like it would be all the verification I needed that what my heart and soul told me were true, were truly true.
I am grateful for technology. It is a tool to be used for good if we choose. YouTube offered me “listen for 21 nights to reprogram your subconscious.” I was caught off guard when I heard Wayne’s voice reading the meditations from Three Magic Words. (https://youtu.be/NEwRGJHkrQ0) I still tear up thinking of all the times I prayed to know the truth, the Truth of all things. My source knew the desires of my heart and answered me in the way I could hear. It didn’t matter so much that I had a tribe of people I gathered with daily to share and meditate and ponder on these very truths. I needed to hear it from someone “having authority.” Why Wayne? I cannot answer that. But, as I looked further, I found “mastering the Art of Manifesting” at Wanderlust’s Speakeasy on YouTube. (https://youtu.be/zNrEFpkgWQo) He laid it all out there. He went into great depth about Neville and Three Magic Words, weaving them into a blueprint, not for getting what you want like the Secret, but for getting what you are. Love. I could not get enough. I listened and watched several more, among them, Wishes Fulfilled, The Forever Wisdom. (https://youtu.be/-_6Gh6pn2Es)
A friend of mine questioned that I had just now discovered that Wayne had discovered this. He passed away on August 29, 2015. At that time, I was still a single mother, of a teenage son. I remember checking out all of his books from the library and not finding what I needed there. After my son left home, I spent a year in Phoenix attending almost nightly support groups for healing. After that year, I returned home to care for my mother who had severe end stage dementia. She passed on 1.11.21. I guess it took this long for me to have the time and space to discover Wayne and these videos. Now, I know, many millions have, as well.
I had already become clear on what I want. At this stage in my life, there are no great mysteries to solve, no great dreams to be fulfilled. I want to know the fulfillment of love. All my life I longed to feel loved. Now I have quite a few people in my life I know love me. I still longed for something. I long to be love. I believe I am, we are, we all are. It is our nature. Lately, I’ve seen how I was still harboring resentments toward a handful of people. I let it all go. Everyone is off the hook, including me. We truly are now and always have been doing the best we could with what we had. We all wish we could have done better. From my current perspective, I can see how I could have been a much better mother, and daughter, and sister. But, I couldn’t have. I tried. With every fiber of my being.
So now, I hold my awareness on being Love, loving ALL of life, myself included. Total acceptance. Thank you, Jesus, for the example, “I and my Father, are one.” In Him we move and breathe and have our being. I am grateful to all those who come before, leaving a trail of breadcrumbs for us to follow - Forgive, love, compassion, kindness. As I was already believing, and Wayne and others have confirmed, if enough of us will commit to this, we will raise the vibe on this earth and come into our inheritance: heaven on earth.
